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| me and my brothers Christmas past |
Driving in the car this morning, Moises shared his regrets
for not making it out last night. He had a fever and was in bed by nine. But we
went this morning and had a Christmas breakfast with his mom and sister and
family. It was lovely. Daisy, my sister-in-law, lovingly prepared the turkey
(pavo) and pork (pierna), both totally delicious. We bought the French bread to
make sandwiches and grabbed some bags of chips at Bodega Aurrera. We ate a four
course breakfast with family, and that is what Moises said too as we drove
home, that Christmas is about family. Thinking about it, Christmas is about
family and friends who have become like family.
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| Christmas at 18 months |
So I would like to share my Christmas memories with you, my
blog readers. In my mind, like snapshots, I think of Christmases past. I
remember that my dad liked pork roast on Christmas, not the ham that my
grandmother prepared. Christmas was crowded around the antique table for
fourteen in my grandma’s little dining room, with the oversized chairs that
came from Uncle Joe, my grandmother’s uncle. I remember Uncle Joe’s huge ears
and the way his house smelled, like moth balls and faded memories. I remember
how my grandma always invited strangers who had nowhere else to go, and my
father didn’t like that either, grumbling about why he had to spend Christmas
with somebody he didn’t know. Grandma invited them anyway, the widow from down
the street, a distant cousin we barely knew. The scents of my grandma’s
stuffing, her spaghetti with cheese and the turkey my aunt brought from her
house. The cookies and the hugs and all the laughter. I also remember my
parents in true Mad Men style, they drank cocktails while Uncle Rich chain
smoked cigarettes. I miss those Christmases, but all those relatives are now gone
to Heaven, never to be played out again. My mom, dad, grandparents, Uncles Rich
and Ron, my mom’s sister Peg. I can hear you playing the piano and singing
Christmas carols still, Aunt Peggy.
Left are my cousins and Uncle Bud in Ohio, my brother in Tampa,
my nieces scattered in England and California, so far away for the holidays.
Mom, I will never forget how you decorated the day after Thanksgiving, the
hundreds of ornaments and figurines you had, the way you loved Christmas. I
remember after Mike (my brother) died, Christmas was never the same. My dad
cried every year, but you didn’t, Mommy. Even when the Huntington’s disease
left you unable to walk or eat properly, you still loved Christmas … and your
family. You never forgot me like your sister did when she got sick.
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| me on the left and cousin Denise on the right |
So we missed the big celebration last night, but it is now
Christmas Day. So filled with promises and hope, and I truly love the way my
husband’s family, a true Yucatecan family, never holds grudges or resentments.
We didn’t go last night, but we were welcomed this morning. And I realize something;
this is my fourteenth Christmas in Cozumel. So now I have a whole new list of
Christmas memories … our first Christmas here when our house was new and our
dogs just arrived from the states, the year the rains came so strong we could
barely drive down 30th Avenue to get to Daisy’s house, the year my
husband went to Merida for the holidays (2011), and I celebrated both Christmas
Eve and Christmas Day with good friends. But we swore we will never be apart
again as long as we can be together, and Moises said that too, that he did
spend Christmas with his family last night, me.
I remember every year on Cozumel Island as a year having a
whole new family to love and care for. I do regret not being able to stop at a
friend’s Open House last night or seeing the baby at her first Christmas, but there will always be next year, and my
continuing new Christmas memories of Cozumel.
Merry Christmas to all!
